Ok, so now for what is new...

My hours went from working 65 hours a week to 33 hours for the past month. I am looking for a new job, and trying to replace this horrible one I have.  Magically i have not practiced in a year now. I just don't have the time and feelings to do anything. I have maybe done ritual once or twice but that is it. Ever since we disbanded the Charlotte group I have been kind of shying away from it. Not that I don't wear my necklace every day and make blessings here and there on a weekly basis but I am not performing magic as much.

Enter the PS3... and the game Overlord. Which I am now into and I have been playing alot lately. I really need the fantasy escape and since there doesn't seem to be many things on the tv to watch, I am just playing games.

I am oddly enough looking forward to Halloween this year. I have no plans to go or do anything but I just feel like it's coming this year. Maybe I am supposed to use the time to connect with the other worlds. I am reading a book about a haunted forest walk that is being plagued by a negative force, right before Halloween of course.

I did make a prediction about something and it came true. painfully way true in about a month. I wished it hadn't but things happen.

I am more online at myspace under satyrbear

www.myspace.com/satyrbear

No, Really! I am still here, I just have been so busy that I just odn't have the time to do everything I want too.

As far as the pagan groups in charlotte, they have all become pretty inactive. After closing the Charlotte pagan witches meetup. There are few active groups that I want to associate with around. I am thinking of re opening it again. but I have to think more on it.

I am seeking a second job to pay for the gas that has Fk'd all my resources. Because everything has gone up and I have to go accross town for work which has cut all overtime. So i need a second job.

I am taking the current time to pursue anime again. I have been watching a number of different things lately as well as playing video games which i haven't done in a few years.

So. I am here. and at myspace and faceook...

www.myspace.com/satyrbear

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=518251004

Ok, well Hi there, I am back, it's been a very rough winter so far. I have been as busy as I can be and I finally got the Christmas stuff away! Thank Goddess. I don't want to see if for a very long time.

My groups in Charlotte have kind of been taken over by a rival group and I have no real interest in getting involved with them. So I have backed off the group until they destroy it or twist it to their own image. I really am dissapointed with the situation but there is nothing I can do about it. I just don't have the time to deal with the situation as it stands. So some people are getting scared off byt the extremely odd behavior of the individuals involved and probably won't be back. But I figure they will hang themselves anyway.

So now I am going back into the proverbial broom closet and I am not interested in too much interaction with other outside of the net. I really wish I could find some witches who are not one book wonders, or baptist turned pagan types. It ruins the landscape of the groups and makes to be an akward situation for everyone. 

So if anyone has any real interesting sites to check out let me know!

Ok, so I did manage to go to all Eight movies from the Horrorfestival last week. It was ok, not all the movies were real good. but they were entertaining. So I had alot of fun with it anyway.

Now, I have a nibble on a new job so I am happy about that. I am  hoping that I end up getting this one, I would love weekends off and I can get a second job also. plus it is a dollar or two more than I get now. So I want it please send some energy so I can get this one, I really want a new situation. My current job has gotten so flaky. They are suspicious of everyone that works there. As if we are just stealing them blind. We should, they don't pay near enough for our job.

Right now, I have the next two days off and I am going to be puttin gup christmas stuff up. Unlike last year, I would like to get it done in a bout two days, in stead of two weeks. that's what happened last year when I was working. I ended up coming home every night putting something up each night going from room to room.

Lastly, I had a hardrive crash in the spring and I ended up loosing all of my christmas music. I downloaded a few albums and I ended up getting back everything that I had lost. I am so happy about that I can't collect all that music again. some I had cds, some I had accidently found, and some are just oddball songs that are hard to find. I currently have 400 songs on my ipod just for christmas. Repeat and shuffle. It's Awsome!

Ok, tommorrow is Thanksgiving and I have no plans. Hope everyone has a greatt  holliday! My partner will be working that night so I will probably just make something to eat and watch christmas movies, providing that I have finished decorating.

Blessings,

John Satyrbear

Accross the nation this weekend, Horrorfest is taking place in various theaters. the times are all set, so no matter where you are this should be the layout of the schedule...

Friday
1:00 PM
UNEARTHED
3:30 PM
BORDERLAND
7:00 PM
DEATHS OF IAN STONE
9:30 PM
UNEARTHED
12:00 Mid
BORDERLAND

Saturday
1:00 PM
LAKE DEAD
3:30 PM
TOOTH AND NAIL
7:00 PM
MULBERRY STREET
9:30 PM
LAKE DEAD
12:00 Mid
TOOTH AND NAIL

Sunday
1:00 PM
NIGHTMARE MAN
3:30 PM
CRAZY EIGHTS
7:00 PM
NIGHTMARE MAN
9:30 PM
CRAZY EIGHTS


Monday
1:00 PM
DEATHS OF IAN STONE
3:30 PM
UNEARTHED
7:00 PM
DEATHS OF IAN STONE
9:30 PM
UNEARTHED

Tuesday
1:00 PM
BORDERLAND
3:30 PM
LAKE DEAD
7:00 PM
BORDERLAND
9:30 PM
LAKE DEAD

Wednesday
1:00 PM
TOOTH AND NAIL
3:30 PM
MULBERRY STREET
7:00 PM
TOOTH AND NAIL
9:30 PM
MULBERRY STREET

Thursday
1:00 PM
LAKE DEAD
3:30 PM
NIGHTMARE MAN
7:00 PM
CRAZY EIGHTS
9:30 PM
LAKE DEAD